I hate when you blame yourself and put everything on yourself when you aren’t even technically supposed to be in it. You’re not a superhero. You’re not meant to solve everything. You can’t handle it, I know you can’t. Everything gets to you and you become an emotional reck and it’s so fucking unnessacary. YOU PUT EVERYTHING ON YOURSELF. You do it to yourself. I don’t even know how to help anymore. It’s fucking helpless. I just ugh! It’s so frustrating. Nothing gets to your head though. NOTHING.
Guess I’m not going dentist since I’m throwing up -_____-, plus you “need time.” could this day get any fucking worse?! I feel like shit too you know. I want some fucking comforting but whatever. You don’t feel good so I’ll give you what you want even if it’s fucking depressing. Good bye.
I like playful relationships. I’ll call you a dumbass and a fag cause saying ‘babe’ all the time gets old. I’ll bite you. I’ll laugh at you. I’ll push your buttons just to see you get mad cause it’s cute. I’ll hit you playfully.. I’ll hold you from behind. I’ll make stupid faces with you. We’ll do stupid things.
When you called I was so happy. And when I explained what happened and you finally got what I said I started crying. I cannot handle anything happening to you..please PLEASE be safe. You’re going back to the Philippines and I am SO worried about you. I love so much<3. please come back safely.
JAPANESE government just confirmed that the latest earthquake in Japan has shaken the nuclear plant and thus confirms there is going to be radiation leaks at the Fukushima nuclear plants. Asian countries should take necessary precautions. Please remain indoor for the first 24 hours. Close doors and windows. Cover neck skin (throat and tyroid area) because radiation will hit there first. Radiation will hit Philippines starting from 4pm today. Please inform your loved ones in the Asian countries. (Singapore, Malaysia, Thailand, Myanmar, Vietnam, Indonesia) Thank You.