I hate starting my mornings in first period. All these people are fucktards I swear. This class puts me in a bad mood. And all the people on my table expect to copy off of me cause they’re on their phones, talking, or just straight up not paying attention. And while I’m trynna listen they’re fucking trynna talk to me. Ughhhh I need to pass this class you assholes. Shut the fuck upppp!!!
Long morning practice was pretty good, went piers, jumped, huli drills, all that. I wanna KEEP the crew I was in. Frick, we’d be a good crew. After practice, I went back to my aunties. Got ready, babe came. Stopped at Jason’s house, then we waited foreverrrrrr at the bus stop. Went to Pearls walked around a bit, babe got me SUSHI :D and we watched Source Code, it was alrighhht. walked around more. many laughs, then babe shopped with me (: tooo funny. and now I’m gonna make him read The Outsiders! It’s a good book. Well today came out to be reallllllllly good <3. I love Jamiel Ramos Ishaque<333333.
I want you to know:
I’m scared of losing you. I have cried when we have our little arguments….like tonight. I fucking hate myself for hurting you. I really do love you. happy almost four months. Manymanymany more to come.
was good. I need to cruise with those fuckers MORE. went palace and met up with syd, mana, nikki, girlfriend, & aidalys! Then birthday boy ben and mcfrae came. Then danica and jaylord came :) Then babe came…in skinny jeans (: I shall make him wear them moreeee. Skate skate skate, make babe get skates. He was a shame and nervous at first but the that faggot was better than me. Then celina and tony came. I missed celina so much!! I hope she comes out for summer season. And then I hate to leave. And yeah. We should do shit more often now that summer is coming<3.
don’t tell me things i want to hear. when i know the truth. because i’m tired of having my hopes up when they only end up coming back down. so for once, when i say something agree with me, because i know how this summer is going to go already.
If he loves doing it, don’t give him shit for it, support him. If he’s saying he’ll spent time with you during the summer and paddling won’t consume all his time then believe that he’ll try his best. Don’t stop him from doing his own thing just cause you’ll see less of him. That’s selfish. You might be telling him he can do it and all that but your actions speak louder then your words and posts like these will make him feel bad. and plus, It’ll make the time you do get to see him even more special.
BUT, I’m JUST SAYING. I don’t know your relationship, soooo yeah. and if it’s not about him paddling then I sound stupid. Hah,