It felt like everything was falling apart, it really did… and when I saw you, I just wanted to hold you and never let go. So, when I saw you, I did just that and it gave me a feeling. That feeling where everything and everyone around you just drops down and it’s only me and you in the world, and
Whenever were walking on a sidewalk, Jamiel always makes sure I’m walking on the inside. When we cross the street he holds me back, checks if we can cross, then we walk. Chivalry. I’ve been waiting for a guy like this. I love him so much, with all my heart ♥.
Finished cutting most of the things for Jamiel’s card :) & I wrote some in it too. I was rambling. Haha. But I think he’ll like it. I can’t believe I’m up this late. I haven’t been up this late in so long! Hah. I also made some cute critters! Like an octopus, ladybug, & a flying heart! ^____^ I love the Cricut!
I’m so thirsty now. I really want some ice cold waterrrrrr! But I’m too lazy to leave my room. typical. Lol.
& I finished my book! I got it yesterday and finished this afternoon. I’m kind of sad and disappointed it’s the last one in the series so far. & It was kind of all over the place and confusing, I wish it described A LOT more but oh well, it was pretty good. I recommend The Hunger Games series to anyone, it’s really good. I love reading fan-fic about it, it’s like a whole new book in the series ^____^
Jamiel surprised me after school today, right after I told him I probably wouldn’t be able to see him! It was so unexpected and sweet, I love him♥. He came just to ride the bus with me to Pearlridge then ride the same bus back home. I was so surprised when I saw him! Good thing he knew I’d be at the bus stop. I didn’t know what to say and I just held him tight! It was one of the sweetest things anyone has ever done for me, I love surprises. Haha.
We went to target, again. Lol. Ate. there were a loooot of people there. Hah. Where were eating mana had exs and girls that had crushes on him and shit & then baby’s ex. Tension! Hah. Then walked around. Put lipgloss on him. HAHAHA. Then we walked around more, & I got a new waaaater bottle :DD I’m so excited to use it! Lol. So happy I finally got one :) & then he walked me homeeee. ^____^
But I’m fucking pissed I wasn’t in MY girls Kona crew. She had no right to be there. I don’t give a fuck how long she’s been paddling. She did NOT deserve that seat. & I felt so fucking left out and just like shit when everyone was wearing their metals and shit and I had the only 3rd out of everyone and blah blah blah I know I placed and at least I got a medal but I should have gotten second with the crew I practice with THE WHOLE TIME. Fucking bullshit. I came to every fucking practice!! Favoritism. Gwjaosksbslakdjaojd.
The dream I had today…oh my gosh. I have no idea where it came from, started off weird, I can’t even explain it through text..then we went to a fancy party and then it turned into a house party…my parents were there and some friends..& my boyfriend. But then there were “my cousins” all hmoung and I had no idea who they were but this guy was just so sweet and we held hands and he told me a story about how his father passed away and i was comforting him and I went the bathroom and Jamiel confronted me about it and yeah -.- it was so complicated and confusing waking up. I had so much mixed emotions waking up -_____- i hate these kinds of dreams.
It was funny when I was buying the chocolate covered strawberries and banana, Jamiel was waiting with my brother and sister in the stroller and someone walked up to him and right when she was about to talk I showed up next to him and she turned around and walked the other way, like she wasn’t even there two seconds ago, ahhhh, funny shit, man.